Lately life has been monotonous. I don't really have any inspiration to draw or write. I've been coming up with a lot of good ideas for stories and things but just don't have the follow through. Things have been...well...I dunno. I'm trying to think of stuff to write about, but most of it you guys wouldn't care about.
Oh, and I'm going to try to do a bit of photography. Recently where ever I go I see things that would make great pictures. Usually its just things of the most minute detail that catch my eye, but I think that's what I like about them.
I like seeing things differently than other people. I like to see those tiny little things that make us different from each other. Not just looks, but the way people hide or show their emotions. For some reason its really easy for me to tell when someones hiding something. There's something about their eyes...and their voices.
Maybe I'm just odd. Wait, I am odd, really, really odd.
Ever have one of those days when you just want to disappear? To merge with the shadows in the corner of the room? I've been having, those lately. I just want to hide under my blanket and sleep forever, bothering nobody, not causing problems, hiding from my own problems. I always feel like I cause people problems, like I never help anyone. I want to help, but there's nothing I can ever do!
I've been sleeping a lot lately. I get home from school and I do my homework and sleep. I sleep during the movies in biology, I sleep whenever I'm not supposed to be sleeping. But for some weird reason I can't fall asleep at night. Theirs just something about the darkness that clears my mind and lets me thing of things logically. I sit there, listening to whatever suits my fancy (The Starting Line recently) and contemplate the things in my life.
I wish I could just sit there in the dark forever, calm and quiet. Hovering on the edge of sleep, waiting for it to come, just to stay up till the sun rises. And I must say, Autumn sunrises are beautiful.
But I no longer see what I used to. Life seems empty and lifes natural majesties are no longer majestic. The sunrise used to inspire me, and be something I looked forward to every morning. Now I just see it as any other part of my day, like homework or classes. Maybe if I had someone special to share this little stuff with, it'd mean something to me again.
But sadly enough I don't. No one around here anyway. Around here I'm weird and being yourself is a bad thing. Maybe I should try to conform a little more, so I will blend in. If I stop being myself will I cease to exist? Will I become that shadow in the corner? Will I stop being hurt and used? Will I finally just disappear?
If only...if only....
If only
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Who is Jack Thompson? A bible-whipped attention whore with one foot in the nursing home.
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Who is Jack Thompson? A bible-whipped attention whore with one foot in the nursing home.
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HAHAHAHA go to hell
I <3 :iconwingzero5018:
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Who is Jack Thompson? A bible-whipped attention whore with one foot in the nursing home.
<3 ya!!!!!
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HAHAHAHA go to hell
I <3 :iconwingzero5018:
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There are no more tears in the sky today for they have all been cried.
-No More Tears
I believe in Jesus Christ as my Savior. If you do too and aren't scared to admit it, then copy and paste this in your sig.
In order to form a more perfect kiss, enable the mighty hug to promote to whom we please but one kiss.
Article 1:
Statement of Love: The Kiss
1. Kiss on the hand = I adore you
2. Kiss on the cheek = I just want to be friends
3. Kiss on the neck = I want you
4. Kiss on the lips = I love you
5. Kiss on the ears = I am just playing
6. Kiss anywhere else = lets not get carried away
7. Look in your eyes = kiss me
8. Playing with ! your hair = I can't live without you
9.Hand on your waist = I love you to much to let you go
Article 2: The Three Steps
1. Girls: If any guys get fresh with you, slap him.
2. Guys: If any girl slaps you, her intentions are still good.
3. Guys & Girls: Close your eyes when kissing, it is rude to stare.
Article 3: The Commandments
1. Thou shall not squeeze too hard.
2. Thou shall not ask for a kiss, but take one.
3. Thou shall kiss at every opportunity.
Here are a few reasons why guys like girls:
1. They will always smell good even if its just shampoo
2. The way their heads always find the right spot on our shoulder
3. How cute they look when they sleep
4. The ease in which they fit into our arms
5. The way they kiss you and all of a sudden everything is right in the world
6. How cute they are when they eat
7. The way they take hours to get dressed but in the end it makes it all worth while
8. Because they are always warm even when its minus 30 outside
9. The way they look good no matter what they wear
10. The way they fish for compliments even though you both know that you think she's the most beautiful thing on this earth
11. How cute they are when they argue
12. The way her hand always finds yours
13. The way they smile
14. The way you feel when you see their name on the caller ID after you just had a big fight
15. The way she says "lets not fight anymore" even though you know that an hour later....
16. The way they kiss when you do something nice for them
17. The way they kiss you when you say "I love you"
18. Actually ... just the way they kiss you...
19. The way they fall into your arms when they cry
20. Then the way they apologize for crying over something that silly
21. The way they hit you and expect it to hurt
22. Then the way they apologize when it does hurt. (even though we don't admit it)!
23. The way they say "I miss you"
24. The way you miss them
25. The way their tears make you want to change the world
so that it doesn't hurt her anymore..... Yet regardless if you love them, hate them, wish they would die or know that you would die without them ... it matters not. Because once in your life, whatever they were to the world they become everything to you. When you look them in the eyes, traveling to the depths of their souls and you say a million things without trace of a sound, you know that your own life is inevitable consumed within the rhythmic beatings of her very heart. We love them for a million reasons, No paper would do it justice. It is a thing not of the mind but of the heart. A feeling. Only felt.
This chain started in 1997. It is a love chain letter. In an hour you are supposed to send it to 25 people. It is easy, just look into chat rooms and find them. Anyway, send it to 25 people in 1 hour. Now here comes the fun part. You then say the name of the person you like or love and then the person will say "I love you," or "Will you go out with me?" NO JOKE!!!!!
NOW THE CONSEQUENCES
The consequences are: If you break the chain letter, you will have bad luck in future relationships. If you don't break the chain, then you will be a happy camper!!!
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Who is Jack Thompson? A bible-whipped attention whore with one foot in the nursing home.
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Fear The Evil And Embrace The Darkness!!
I'll get back to you on that
lol
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Fear The Evil And Embrace The Darkness!!
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